The last couple of days I haven’t been replying to the posts on I didn’t comfort or empathise or congratulate anyone and it’s not natural for me. Especially as there were so many emotional and honest posts. But these were days in which my heart shattered. I discovered I could cry inconsolably like in the movies. I felt numb. I thought I had lost someone forever, by their choice. But today he came back to me. And we have a plan. So I’m back. Smiling and breathing and taking part in this community again. Today